I can’t decide which body is more difficult to maintain.

I only have to shave my ordinary body around the face.

At least, I hear it’s custom for women to shave off their body hair.

((ooc - hey guys c: it’s probably kind of obvious that i dropped off the face of the earth… things got tough personally for me and it became difficult to step into the shoes of characters with lives that are even worse than mine, but when faced with the choice of leaving or staying i realised i really couldn’t vanish on you guys. i’d miss you too much. so john, famine and cas are all back to stay - i hope my sudden rp non-existence hasn’t been too much of a problem for anyone u_u, i’m sorry

also hey genderswap week oh my god i am so in))

yellow-eyed-tyrant:

angelofnovember:

Ah, yes. Lucifer’s favourite pawn. I have heard of you. I also heard that Dean put a bullet in you, but death seems to mean increasingly little to you demons.

I wouldn’t say that really. It was for my own interests as well as his. Pawn is a strong word - more like his strongest accomplice? But do as you will. Yes. Death is fleeting so it seems.

And your angelic powers seemed fleeting as well? I heard you lost them. You know that means your vulnerable.

But I’m sure you’ve already had that presented to you on a silver platter. So I won’t say anymore.

Accomplice? Yet Lucifer allowed you to continue rotting long past the time he rose. Strange, that.

People seem to assume that I’m vulnerable now, yes. None of them have considered that this whole time they’ve been beaten, repeatedly, by two humans. One who is a borderline alcoholic and the other who was addicted to demon blood.

soulfulsammy:

He winced as Castiel told what had happened to him and the leviathan, but didn’t say anything. There was oh so many times ‘sorry’ be helpful. If it was helpful at anytime at all. It was too late for him to do anything anyway. At the mention of Jimmy he tilted his head in curiosity and wondered if it would be too curious of him to ask. Sam had always been too curious for his own good,

“Is Jimmy uh… still in there?” he asked.

He knew all to well how it was to be possessed by something. To act and do something without him being able to control it. It was unsettling and terrible really. But he had never been the one to possess someone. Like… he wondered how it was that way. By now he knew most things possessing people weren’t good and even if the one possessing you were good - like Castiel, the body still had to go through an unnatural amount of pain and violence.

Castiel shakes his head. “Jimmy’s soul, his essence passed on a long time ago,” he says, and then, “which I am grateful for. When I died the first time, so did he, and when I was put back, it was without him. There’s a number of things I would have been uncomfortable doing if I still had Jimmy with me.” Namely, sex - and this relationship he has embarked on with Dean. Castiel doesn’t like the idea of Jimmy being trapped in here whilst he explores more… primal things.

Reflecting, Castiel tells Sam, “Sometimes I feel very disconnected knowing this is my true form now.” It’s not even his. Just a shell he’s glued inside of. Inevitably, he’s glad he never wound up permanently possessing Claire. That would have been a terribly traumatic experience for her, and he has grown to like this body a lot. (Dean likes it too, which doesn’t hurt in the long run.) He shakes his head out of selfish thinking, looking Sam over and asking, “Is there anything I can get you? Food, more water - ?”

(via soulfulsammy-deactivated2012101)

buildchaos:

Bringing it back! Anything and everything needs to be answered honestly!

(via ethandamaris)

yellow-eyed-tyrant:

angelofnovember:

Things have been quiet recently.

If you feel that strongly about it - I am sure I can do something about it.

In fact - I was planning on giving you visit.

I haven’t introduced myself. How rude. My name is Azazel. I’m sure you’ve heard of me. What with you being affiliated so closely with Dean and all.

Ah, yes. Lucifer’s favourite pawn. I have heard of you. I also heard that Dean put a bullet in you, but death seems to mean increasingly little to you demons.

soulfulsammy:

“Don’t say that. We’re both guilty of shameful track records,” he said and gave Cas a slight smile. He knew Cas was beating himself over what he had done and yes it had hurt terribly when it had happened. Not to mention that the hell memories as a result of the angel…. ex-angel’s actions had almost killed him. But if anyone could sympatize with him it was him.

“After all, I know how it feels like when you believe you have betrayed everyone. That you’re alone. I wouldn’t want you to think what you did was unforgiving when it wasn’t. It’d be hypocrytical of me to not forgive you,” he assured.

“What?” his jaw dropped at the mention of Cas being possessed by a leviathan,
“You were? Oh…” he tilted his head a little thoughtfully,
“Might explain why you were so snarky at times. I’m glad to see it out of you though. How did that happened?” he asked curiously.
“I’m sorry for not knowing that either.”

“Things you did were under duress, Sam,” Castiel says, with a shake of his head. He understands that Dean’s trust in Sam was diminished after the demon blood, for example, but he also knows that nobody could truly blame Sam for the things that happened, for the things he did. Besides, at any rate, Sam more than repaid his debts when he saved the world. Castiel still believes he has yet to fix anything, because transferring Sam’s pain to himself wasn’t enough. Still, he offers Sam a slight smile of thanks.

“I wound up in a fight with a Leviathan,” Castiel admits, disgruntled, “and lost. He… bled, into my mouth.” He shakes his head again, firmer and annoyed at himself for having allowed that to happen. He finds himself confessing, “The - the leviathan, it did things, it hurt people, and I could only watch.” He looks to Sam. “I wonder if that’s how it was for Jimmy. Trapped inside his body, inside… this body, having to watch as I fought and killed and was injured and flew across the planet.” It’s still strange to think about, that this is still a borrowed body, even though it’s been made and remade time and again, and now he’s human, it really is Castiel’s body, yet at the same time… it’s as if he’s squatting in someone else’s home.

(via soulfulsammy-deactivated2012101)

Things have been quiet recently.